Post

Does anyone have any trick for remembering your trips? I just come back feeling profound love and thank-youness. There are times I cry. Most times I see and feel geometric angel wings fluttering all around me at its height. It is the comedown where for the next 10 minutes I can remember the visuals. There are times like I feel like I have broken through, because the experience brought me to tears, but I get the amnesia of having broken through. I am recording audio when I trip, but when I am on the other side and feel like I have broken through I am speechless. All I ever record is me crying, and saying it is “so beautiful” and things like “its ineffable”. Lots of good that does for helping me remember. The still pics I remember the most are when I have opened my eyes during a deep part of the trip and see the word present world in deeply contrasted, deeply colorful, cartoonish painting and I always so “wow” when I open my eyes in the middle of a trip. These flashes of my eyes opened are seared into my brain. And now it seems like everytime I go into that world, each trip is very different, except when I feel like I have broken through and felt and seen the 6th dimensional wings of angels flapping all around me.